My alone time turned me into a writer

The main reason I started blogging was because I was lonely at home. Being alone used to be very scary once upon a time. Because I have never been alone time since childhood. All my education was done in the my village where I was born and brought up.. that is with my parents. Later got married and my son was born. When he was small, I didn’t even have time to eat and sleep. But now he is 8 years old. He stays at school almost all the day. My husband always busy with his work. I don’t even understand how lonely Ness slowly came to in my life.

I have always loved reading books. I like to reading small moral stories, not a big books. While reading like that, I saw an app for writing stories on mobile. One day, I felt what it would be wrong? if I also write the stories that are read in it. Actually I love writing stories. I think this is my childhood wish. But I was always afraid of being laughed at,if I told anyone. I know that, writing stories is not a crime. But I feel like this when I was a child. There were not so many opportunities at that time. So my desire never came out.

It’s see but my wish had come true after some these years. Whenever I was free, sometimes I felts like writing a story. I got more appreciation than I worked hard for. Many people comment that my stories are good. All these stories were written only in Telugu. Because I don’t know any language other than Telugu. I am still very afraid to speak English. What I don’t understand is…I can write in English why I can’t speak? My journey started with moving and now came to blogging. I am not saying that I win more big awards. But I can say proudly that I have use it my alone time for the work that I like.

Now I didn’t give up any small time of the day for my writing. Even while writing this blog, I started writing after they were all sleep at home.

I really don’t know until now how good solitude can be. It was amazing that my childhood wish of solitude was fulfilled. I want to say one thing, especially to married women, never live for only family and children. I agree, a mother responsibility is used when it comes to children. If mother is always happy and healthy at home, then the family will be happy. Loneliness comes into women’s life very early. Don’t think any job is just work. Turn your favourite work into a hobby. Maybe that will turn into a profession after a few days. I don’t mean to say that family responsibility is wrong. After a few years, if you look back at what happened to your life, you will nothing left of your life. Our life is about keeping everyone happy along with our own happiness.

Do you want to think about what are the moments in our life that are combined for us? It is not selfish for us to think for ourselves. It is also necessary. Because who can think about us,better than us.